I wrote this desperate prayer when I was really, really afraid of something so irrational. I found my fear crippling me that I had to write this:
Oh Lord! I'm losing my strength
I feel faint and about to fade
Lord please give me strength
I have to fight this battle inside
Lord let me not give in to fear
Lord let me face what I refused to face
Lord let me face what I cannot
Lord please give me your strength
I may not emerge victorious
But I need to break free
Help me today Lord
Please let this day end in peace
Give me a calm heart Lord
Give me a mind that rests
Please lift this burden Lord
Please let me sleep in peace tonight
Let me regain what I once had
Please give me strength Lord
Make me strong today
I do not want to break
Let me not go to the edge
For I may fall down
Please Lord give me strength
